I lost him...

It was not just my voice this weekend, definitely I lost him too.
I don't know if it were my greats ideas like blocked, delete, contact again and blocked again, but he doesn't appears anymore.
So here I am looking my msn, like if i have the superman's eyes and I'll find some way to find him. But no.
So now it's not only in the real life, in the virtual too. Really sad.
I could advance my wish..., but I have the feeling that I'll lost it too, and these are not times to waste wishes, so it's better if i'll keep it with me until wednesday, and then, trying to think clearly, use it in a better way.