Rage against the celebrated one

Rage is a strong feeling. Definitively very strong, like it sound.
And when now i felt, is complicated to manage it.
In a parallel world, today it would be a happy day, I’m pretty sure in my parallel world I’m thinking in gifts and all kind of things, but this world at this time it just wanted that I was trying to control my feelings to not kill somebody.
Cross my hands and bites my fingers is for now the solution that i found.
It could be a nice day, but... I thing this i my favorite word for these days: BUT.
So, without miracles, without stars that fall down in some heads..., I just want to make my wish: "I wish the day disappears so fast, like the celebrated one.